Recovery, Relapse & My Eating Disorder

Before I was scared of never pushing myself enough or by the thought of failing my eating-disorder-focused mind. Now I’m scared that I can’t trust my instincts. I’m scared because I want to listen to my anorexia a lot of times. I’m scared that I will never feel normal around food again. I’m scared that I will always live with this guilt and fear. I’m scared to let my family down. I’m scared to let myself down. I’m scared that I will always be obsessed with food. … More Recovery, Relapse & My Eating Disorder